Pregnancy Journal

Week 5
2/2/12
So, I literally just found out that I am pregnant 2 days ago. I was more than surprised. I have been trying to get pregnant for a little of a year now and I have to be honest...I had given up. I thought that I was not able to get pregnant anymore. 


But 2 days ago, I realized that I was 2 late and say "Screw it, I will take a test...even though it will be negative" I took one of the last 2 tests that I had. After a few seconds, I thought I was seeing stuff. I started to see that 2nd line appearing. I stood there staring for a few thinking no, I am not seeing this. I flicked on the bath room light. It was still there...


I immediately hollered at my husband and told him about the positive test. He just looked at me. I then called my doctor for an appointment! I was able to get in within a few hours. I took a test there and it came back positive! I am still in shock and it really feels surreal to me. 


I am super excited and happy. I can NOT wait until I start showing and I can take belly pics for you all to see! This will be my third child. I have this overwhelming feeling that it is going to be a boy. I can not shake it off for nothing. I remember when I was pregnant with the girls I KNEW they were going to be girls. There was not a thought in my head it was going to be a boy. It is this deep down feeling...like a feeling in my bones that it is a boy.


Even though I am roughly at 5 weeks right now, I have started eyeballing newborn baby stuff. I know I know. My hubby is all like wait until we know what we are having...but I can't help it. I have wanted this for so long! I am anxious about everything! I can't wait to feel the baby move. I can't wait until Haley & Amberly can feel the baby move.


Haley & Amberly are super excited. I told Amberly that she is going to be a big sister when the baby is born. She is super excited and told me that she is going to be super nice to the baby...but mean to Haley! haha figures! Haley told me that she is going to be my babysitter! We shall see how that goes!


I am wanting to write about what I am feeling during this pregnancy. I may write once a day, every other day...when something excited happens...I don't know it. 


Week 5 is starting and I have this feeling of butterflies or ropes being tied in my belly ALL THE TIME!